Hope is the little faint flicker of fire that refuses to go out. That is my personal feeling towards life. You know, we can have ten alarm clocks, scattered in various rooms, but we gotta uncover ourselves and get out of bed. The first step is our choice. I love the adventure I am on. I will keep you posted, but for now, even when it is tough, separate yourself from your anxiety, then scoot it in the corner, and wait for it to dissolve. It will:)